Back in perth

i'm now back in Australia after spending more than 3 mths of holidays in s'pore. the feeling is quite weird cos i'm not missing s'pore as much as when i first step onto down under. mebbe i hav matured, mebbe there r mani unhappy memories in s'pore which r easily forgettable... there r mani new faces in mi hostel, pple come n pple go, this is a facet of life which one muz adapt to..haiz.

thanks to mi frendz in perth, i 'm settling quite well since coming back on tuesday. we went out fer dinners, recounting the silly things we did the last sem n tease each other...these frendz r hard to come by n i shld realli treasure them.

as fer mi "relationship" wif this special girl, i hav made up mi mind to let go of her...letting go of her is realli tough n its definiteli not a one day thingy. i tink forcing miself to do things which i dont realli like to please her n the differences in personality far outweight the thought of holding her hands n admiring the beautiful sky wif glittering stars in perth. the pressure of doin well in mi studies n not disappointing mi parents hav also made matters worse n indirectli led to mi decision. mi parents' money r realli hard earned n neglecting mi studies juz to pursue mi girl is form of unfillial act issit...i hav disappointed them on too mani occasions in mi 22 yrs of life n its time to get things right.

attending the O day on a friday afternoon two days ago made mi apalled by the great disparity in the treatment of 1st semester n 2nd semester students in uwa. while semester 1 students r able to enjoy a large varieties of activites n can easliy choose the co-curricular activities they want to join fer their 1st yr on o day, the semester 2 students like mi can onli stand by the side n admire wat might hav been if they were enrolled 1 semester earlier...well in life, nothing is fair.