Merry christmas?

Went to church again today....one reason is i wanna see her again, the other reason is tat i wan to experience this joyous day in a church. The xmas service was cool n the christmas land skit performance was fantastic. Haiz, but i ended my christmas eve on a disappointing note. yes, its all becos of her. i was supposed to sit next to her fer the service but alas, i was late again n so i sat away frm her. i wanna speak to her after the service but after seeing tat shes enjoying the companion of her female frendz, i abolish this thought, thinking i can still speak to her during dinner or during the carnival. how wrong was i... i saw her during the carnival but i still nvr open my mouth...i went to bk wif the guys fer dinner, she didnt appear. when i went back to the carnival, she was there but was faraway. after i had enjoyed my fun ride, she disappeared cos i heard she went wif her sis fer pizza. Qirong ah, qirong ah, this has been the second consecutive day which u hav missed the chance to interact wif her and to know her better. y cant u juz open your mouth when u see her? issit so difficult fer u to do so? wheres your courage? is my love fer her less intense now? i certainly hope this isnt the case. yes, qirong, u muz make good use of the remaining gatherings wif her. go fer her, u can do it!