Sunday, February 26, 2006

Back in perth

i'm now back in Australia after spending more than 3 mths of holidays in s'pore. the feeling is quite weird cos i'm not missing s'pore as much as when i first step onto down under. mebbe i hav matured, mebbe there r mani unhappy memories in s'pore which r easily forgettable... there r mani new faces in mi hostel, pple come n pple go, this is a facet of life which one muz adapt to..haiz.

thanks to mi frendz in perth, i 'm settling quite well since coming back on tuesday. we went out fer dinners, recounting the silly things we did the last sem n tease each other...these frendz r hard to come by n i shld realli treasure them.

as fer mi "relationship" wif this special girl, i hav made up mi mind to let go of her...letting go of her is realli tough n its definiteli not a one day thingy. i tink forcing miself to do things which i dont realli like to please her n the differences in personality far outweight the thought of holding her hands n admiring the beautiful sky wif glittering stars in perth. the pressure of doin well in mi studies n not disappointing mi parents hav also made matters worse n indirectli led to mi decision. mi parents' money r realli hard earned n neglecting mi studies juz to pursue mi girl is form of unfillial act issit...i hav disappointed them on too mani occasions in mi 22 yrs of life n its time to get things right.

attending the O day on a friday afternoon two days ago made mi apalled by the great disparity in the treatment of 1st semester n 2nd semester students in uwa. while semester 1 students r able to enjoy a large varieties of activites n can easliy choose the co-curricular activities they want to join fer their 1st yr on o day, the semester 2 students like mi can onli stand by the side n admire wat might hav been if they were enrolled 1 semester earlier...well in life, nothing is fair.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Happy Valentine's Day

this yr is the 1st time which i so-called celebrated v day. went to a friend's house to hav dinner...bought some zi char b4 goin there...san lo hor fun, pineapple chicken, vegetables, fried rice, homemade beancurd n wu xiang. the dishes were not too bad except fer the fried rice which is rather tasteless. after dinner, we mingled around wif each other n played wif mi frendz's kids. she had a 6 yr old boy and 7 mths old baby girl. the baby girl is veri chubby and adorable n resembles her mum n her brother...tonite would hav been even better if she could appear, but too bad, wat is not meant to b, will not happen in the end...

我的天空今天特别灰, 为何当我非常希望看到你时,你却偏偏没有出现, 是不是我们的缘分已尽?很多人告诉我既然我爱得那么辛苦, 何不将你忘掉? 但是我是不会这么容易放弃爱你的权力, 毕竟放弃这两个字不在我的字典里头. 我只请求你能给我多一点时间让我证明给你看我是你的理想情人...这是我的的告白, 谢谢!