Saturday, July 30, 2005

Glad you're doing fine over there. Seriously, you and CC should really appreciate the chance given to you to experience living overseas and truely enjoy yourselves there. Of course, studies must always come first.

Hmmm... seems like you guys will also have lots of opportunities to have flings eh? Haha... I tell you, it's been hell for me these couple of weeks. School's gonna start, but I'm totally not ready. Really, I don't know if I made the correct choice by going into SMU. Alright... orientation was ok... know a couple of friends... but somehow I feel some difficulty fitting in. Simply put... Ppl I met majority were from NJC, ACJC, TJC, RJC etc... They have that 'head above the rest' aura... And the others whom were slightly more familiar are those 'poseur' snobs. Perhaps it's abit early... but I just feel the pressure mounting on me.

Besides mentally stressed out... I've been on an emotional roller coaster too... Probably better description on my own blog. But let's just say, I really hate to be kept guessing about where a relationship is heading towards. Since nothing has been set in stone... I think I'm just gonna pul out early... and stop sinking deeper. Yup, Singlehood once again....

Well, we have lived for the past couple of years being single... don't see why we can't now right? Easier said than done... still in utter denial and not willing to accept the fact actually... Yes, I have seriously broken down... this emotional and mental stress has gotten into me thoroughly.... How I wished you guys were all around right now... at least some companions to have coffee and share all these with.... But alas... Well, all I can do is rot now. Wad a way to start a 'New' life....

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